iT's beEn a m0nTh

0h maii..

it's been a m0nth n 4 days n0w since i started my life as a university student..

gh0sh,unbelievable bt0l..in UITM Shah Alam 0f c0s.da place was juz amazing n magnificent.wit da c0ol frens,frenly lecturers,c0sy lecture's r0oms n da f0od.they are juz GREAT..

at 1sT kn,i g0t g0ose bumps jgkla n c0uldn't get a g0od nite sleep as i kept thinking h0w am i g0ing 2 survive in dis kind 0f place,like a very huge place n very very smart pe0ple ar0und me but then i g0t used 2 it n i'm at peace n0w.ALHAMDULILLAH.it's n0t big deal actually..da place is juz nice.in fact it is perfectly awes0me.da place was n0t as bad as wat da 0thers have said ..like it was a very bad place until u can change fr0m better 2 w0rst kn.i d0n't think s0 la.hehe..4  n0w blhla i ckp mcm gitu c0z bru 1st sem kn..0rg kta tggula 2nd 0r 3rd sem definitely 100% akan brubah but c0me 2 think 0f it,it all depends 0n u urself,u determined ur 0wn path rite.hehe..plus,plus kn,each n single nite 0f da day 4 sure msti ada msj ms0k telling me 2 TAKE CARE 0F MYSELF here.haha.s0 th0ughtful 0f himla kn.insyaAallah,i'll take care 0f myself here.u need n0t w0rry k..:).0ke,en0ugh wit dis mukaddimah already..haha.mukaddimah kaw ckp,da membebel pnjg b'jla dah nie.HAHA.b0san gla kn.

                                      juz wanted 2 brief a little bit b0ut my c0urse in UITM.

i'm taking a pr0fesi0nal pr0g dat was 0ffered 0nly in UITM 4 IPTA la,IPTS jgn ckpla,b'lmbak 0k.s0,dgq nma pr0fesi0nal p0n cam dah grun kn..haha..bl0m tgk bku lagi 2.act,mmgla sgt ssh 0ur paper nie.it was like we are taking MEDIC.cm2 dy pya ssh hbaq hmpa.haha.dat's wat pe0ple are saying..

0ke,my c0urse name is CAT which stands 4 CERTIFIED ACCOUNTING TECHNICIANS..tgk nma k0s p0n dah ketaq nie.haha.pyala pnjg.s0,i've 2 perf0rm dis paper within a year j then i will pr0ceed 2 ACCA,whish is da killing partla.i will d0 ACCA for 3 years s0 all 2gther it will be 4 years la if i pass all my paperla n h0pefully i will la.amiiin.why s0 much la la..haha

kra mcm lps ACCA, i dah gradela,but then i have 2 w0rk f0r 3 years 2 gain experiences in 0rder 0f bec0ming a CHARTERED ACCOUNTANT.haha.s0,acc0rding 2 my plan,i shud settle everything  at da age 0f 25,started w0rking n kaawinss..haha.gatal kn n lead a hepy life..haha.but then,we as HIS servant can 0nly plan.n0 matter h0w g0od 0ur plan is,still ALLAH determine everything s0 pray a l0t insyaAllah HE'll ensure u a sm0oth fl0w in everything u d0.amiin.

0ke,i think dat shud be it 4 n0w.s0rry if it was 2 b0ring c0z i xd idea nk tlis ap,juz feel like writting s0 here's da result.hehe..s0 l0ng..enj0y reading.

take n0te pls..hehe.there is dis b0y here kn,taking da same c0urse wit me yg mka dy resembles gla dgn my fav.haha.da way he walk,he talk mmg sma sgt.c0ol j n m0st imp0rtantly he's n0t da gatai type juz like my fav ..haha.add 0n inf0rmat0in.harusslah kn...BYE.

a SpEciAl m0tHeR

a m0ther is a savi0ur,

a special fren as well,
s0me0ne u can talk t0.

s0me0ne u can tell,

she listens t0 ur pr0bs,

never lets u d0wn,

s0othes u wit her smile thr0ugh ur ups n d0wns,

0ne thing is certain,

in my mind i am sure,

u are da BES M0THER 0f all

and i l0ve u m0re n m0re n m0re..
mama,u're my heart,my s0ul n my everything..

MY M0M

p/s:she's my m0m,n0t my sis..pe0ple g0t confused s0metimes when i walk side 2 side wit her..

is it me,wh0 l0ok like a granny 0r mama is 4 eva 19..hehehehe

mE..iS n0t mE

i like him b'coz 0f him.

a very easy-g0ing pers0n

cool..mcm k0ntra dgan i yg klam kabut sket,cecepat

dy mcm relax j.

                  

            First 0f all....Liyana Jasmay,i'm s0ry as i'm c0py-pasting ur statement.

0opsi.hehehhe.i'm giving u a big,big smile here.

the m0ment after my m0m saw da Mahligai Cinta's c0mmercial,she said...

"adik,nnt if u want t0 find ur life partner,make sure he is s0me0ne like Liyana Jasmay's  fiance as u pya character p0n mcm Liyana,clumsy n kalut gurl"..

yeah,dat's truly really am me.u kn0w me well ma..hehheehe...

then,mama was like,0n 2nd th0ught,n0 need la my h0ney dear..i think i kn0w da rite man wh0 suits u well.

wh0,ma??wh0,wh0???i wanna kn0w.

then,iwas like..nahhhh,n0 needla ma.i think i kn0w wh0  da man.

gh0ssh..u really think s0 ma..??u really think we make such a great c0uple??hahahaha.

then,mama juz smile,like a very big smile 0ke.l0oks like she gave us her blessing..

n0w,juz daddy's blessing dat i've 2 w0rk 0n n i really really am g0ing 2 need 2 w0rk 0n it like very damn hard 0ke.hehehehe

my m0m n i always j0ke b0ut marriage like dis s0 d0n't get us wr0ng ya..hehhee.

besides,i'm still n0t ready.there are still tans dat i've 2 learn in 0rder 0f bec0ming a g0od+piety wife.hahhaa.

b0y,wat am i saying here..??dis is juz s0 n0t me,thinking b0ut marriage.

yea,rite..(sarcastic t0ne)

kArmA

 KARMA-WAT G0ES AR0UND C0MES AR0UND..if u talk bad b0ut da 0thers,pe0ple will surely talk bad b0ut u 0ne day..pliss,think 1st bef0re u decided 2 talk b0ut s0me0ne.u are dealing wit s0me0ne's heart here,n0t s0me kind 0f dirt dat u can wash away juz like dat..i kn0w dat my m0m,my family n even myself is n0t da alim type like urs but then we never even try 2 FITNAH 0thers like wat u juz did..u may l0ok 10 times g0od,alim,better,s0ft-sp0ken c0mpare wit my m0m but then my m0m never talk bad b0ut 0thers.h0w c0me u wit da hajah title have da heart 2 d0 such a thing.??it has been several times my m0m cried bc0z 0f u n it made me s0 sad seeing her tears s0 plissssss i'm really begging u,juz plissss leave my m0m al0ne.let her d0 her w0rk in peace.quite a number 0f times,i asked mama 2 c0nfr0nt u but then mama said she still respect u as her seni0r.n each time u talk bad b0ut her,mama will juz f0rgive n f0rget.n yet u still d0ing it 2 her.wat did mama d0 2 u until u really hate her dis much???if it was me,i will juz g0 facing u n let my anger 0ut.plisss,will ya.if s0 happen u are reading dis,pliss,there is n0thing much i;m asking u..juz leve my m0m al0ne!!!!i can't bear seeing her tears anym0re n later 0n if she is still crying n u are da res0n she's crying,i will n0t hesitate 2 c0nfr0nt u myself .i SWEAR.dis is my pr0mise.i d0n't even kn0w why u heart is full 0f darkness n hatred but pliss wash da dishes m0re frequent as DATO' FADZILAH KAMSAH 0nce said dat"cuci pinggan akan menyucikan hati sese0rg"..s0 pliss try.i'm s0rry if i'm being disrespectful but if s0me0ne dare 2 mess wit my family especially my m0m.i d0n't even care wh0 u are anym0re.i guess u kn0w ISLAM m0re than me n u kn0w dat D0A 0RG YG T'ANIAYA ADLAH SLAH STU D0A YG AKAN DIMAKBULKAN ALLAH.s0 pliss,bef0re s0mething bad happened 2 u,juz st0p wat were u d0ing n0w.!!!i'm s0rry eventh0ugh i'm n0t da 0ne wh0 sh0uld be ap0logizing but i'm s0rry..i juz can't stand it anym0re.my m0m g0t her pride s0 d0es u.jgn jdi hip0krit blh x??s0oner 0r later,pe0ple will kn0w ur true c0lours..again,i'm s0rry.

tHe tRiP..:)

0ke..yesterday,i spent alm0st my wh0le day in SABAR,my 0ld skul,0f c0s.it was very tiring wit da walking here n there.i l0st 1 kg ,u allzz.muhahahhaha.da day bef0re dat,i was like 41,if i'm n0t mistakenla,then 2day i'm a 40 kg gurl.man,i was thinking b0ut putting my weight 0n but apparently i g0t da 0pp0site.hahahhaa.0ke,pls!!n0 whinning,gurl.i met several 0f my tces again n again n again until they are sick l0king at my face.hehehhehe..alth0ugh,bef0re dis i'vethanked them 4 teaching me,but still i'm d0ing it again yesterday.wakakakkaa.s0 wat???,there is n0 harm in saying da magic w0rd 0ke.make it as a habit,u'll find da peace.i had alm0st a l0ng chat wit every tces dat i met,there were asking me b0ut my interview n then i was like blablabla..man,i really hate dat t0pic but still i gave a l0ng blablabla 2 them.hahahahhaa.wat's w0rst was dat,alm0st....,n0,n0,every tces,i think,they said dat i l0oked like a gurl wh0 never ate 4 alm0st a year.man,am i l0ok dat w0rst??there were like tans 0f questi0n thr0wed at me.are u dieting??are u being abused by ur m0m by n0t giving u f0od?are ur h0me lacks 0f f0od??hahahhaha.n0,n0,abs0lutely n0.i was n0t dieting,i ws n0t being abused n my h0me g0t l0ts 0f delici0us f0od.it's juz,wat 2 d0.my weight still remain da same.huhuhuhuh.then,b0ut 10.00 0'cl0ck like dat,my fren nurin came n fetch me 2 grab s0mething 2 eat n again,it was KFC.hahhahahaha.there were a few 0f us there,we were like chit-chatting,laughing,crying,hugging n everythingla.maybe dat was 0ur last meeting.huwaaaa.s0b,s0b.but still,life must g0 0n rite.??then,at ab0ut 15 minutes bef0re 1 0'cl0ck,i reached SABAR again.0wh,w0w.n0w i can say,my skul is my heaven.ahahaahahha.c0z i'm n0t da 0ne studying.:)then,i was waiting 4 my m0m n mr.hmmm,hmmm..gh0sh,here c0mes da feeling again n i really,really am starting 2 hate it.why d0 u have 2 be s0,...man!!!.i d0nt have da w0rd 2 describe u.perfect,i guess.??man,i'm melting n0w.but,i kn0w it's juz a silly crush c0z we're like 9 years different.my sis was like,adik,r u like seri0usly g0ing 2 date a man wh0 is 9 years 0lder than u??get real pliss.wake up.s0 wat??. i'm dating an 0lder man.n0 harm rite??hahhahahha.0ke,i stated 0nce again,dis is juz a silly crush.f0cus 0n ur study 1st,gurl..f0cus,f0cus plisss..:)
0ke,fr0m 2.30 until alm0st 6 p.m i've been in da blik bhsa 2 watch mama,sir asri n sir azhar..trained da debaters,wh0 are fatin nabila wh0m i prefer bella n zainida n0r afrina.wheeeuwww..wat a l0ng name u g0t gurl.juz called her ina.they are b0th s0 like very suuweet.bella is n0t yet taken but ina's heart bel0ng 2 s0me0ne s0 plisss d0n't eva try 2 w0o her.hahahhaa.0ke.dat's it.my m0st mem0rable trip 2 my...hmmm,sh0uld i called heaven.yea,maybe can.daaaa.s0 l0ng...:)

 p/s:it's 2 bad dat i c0uldn't snap a pic 0f mr.hmm.hmmm..wakakakka.nway,alll da bez 4 my tw0 l0vely sis,bella n ina next tuesday.i wish u guys da bes 0f luck.

sHe's da bEz!!

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tHe h0pEs

ini tidak adil,tidak adil bagiku..hu3.huhhh,,sgt tdak adil la.why me t'plh t0k PLKN.???since f0m4,u kn0w, i prayed"ya ALLAH,pls,pls,pls d0n't make me g0 there but apparently ALLAH is testing me.he3..bjet cm bsar sgt j dugaan kn.pdhal u juz have 2 thr0w urself dkt kem 2.wat s0 biggy kn??but da pr0b is i've never been away fr0m my family.0ke,maybe pnh la b'jauhan ngn fmily but still,n0t m0re than a weekla.if m0re than a week p0n,msa i'm staying in da h0stel dlu..e2 p0n,my m0ther is teaching at da same skul n i can meet her anytime..dammn it,i'm s0unded like a little baby crying 0ver her m0ther..gh0sh,be m0re matured,adikk..!!n0,but i really can't.i'm juz da same 0ld typical me..luckilyla,matrix ms0k uj0ng bln 5 n i really,reallly,reallly h0pe dat i can get a place at matrix g0peng..hehuwww..c0z my fav is studying at da same place n he's g0ing 2 be 0ur fasi nnt..0wh,i juz can't wait..he3.0ke,da sgt gtai...he said kn,during da 0rientati0n,he will n0t be flirting wit 0ther girls n he will be my b0dyguard in case ad 0rg try 2 disturb me.0h ya Allah,msa 2 kn rsa mcm 0ke,jntg t'hnti sbntr..huu3.0ke,da t'sgt sgt sgt gtai da nie..dat's en0ugh,adikk.en0ugh wit dis gdik thingy.he3.nway,i can't blame any0ne if i'm ch0sen 4 dis PLKN kn.0ne thing dat i learn is dat we d0n't usually get everything dat we h0pe 4 s0 juz leave it 2 ALLAH c0z HE kn0ws wat's best rite.maybe there's a blessing behind all dis dat might bring s0mthng g0od at the end..s0 juz keep ur faith in HIM.HE'll surely help u...:)

tHank y0u.:)

thanx mama,daddy 4 always being there 4 me..u guys mmg yg t'bek skali.act,i was like sgt t0uched when daddy c0uld make it t0 0ur ari angrh smlm.ad lar several times,ank2 daddy dpt angrh t0k ari angrh n daddy dpt jmptn,but can u believe it,yesterday is da very 1st time daddy sh0wed his face in dis kind 0f 0ccasi0n n dat 0ccasi0n is his 2nd daughter pya 0ccasi0n,dat;s me lar..he3.0nce again i'm really t0uched+pr0udla kan c0z he said dat he'd 0nly came b'c0z i asked him 2.he even rec0rded a vide0 while i'm cat-walking at da stage..gh0osh daddy,u can't be seri0us kn..ha4.he always said dat me n my sis klw jln mcm nk interview jd m0del...ha3.pls daddy,m0delling is n0t 0n 0ur list 0f careers 0ke..hm,0kela..en0ugh wit dis family matter thingy.

                            dis is my family wlwp0n xckp mmbrs tp 0kela 2..he4

n0w it is time 4 0ne 0f my bes fren plak..ank pak mid@mire da jmbu girl.he3.she's act a very sweet little girl.c0me t0 think 0f it,she's n0t s0 little la c0z dy da blh jd mama 0rg dah p0n.kn,sygggg..he3.0ke.aq t'carried away sbntr...hmm,actnya aq nk tlis sal dy nie c0z dy ad jgak wr0te b0ut me in her bl0gkn s0 dis is like my payback time la ea.sbnrnya,ksh sal pngnln kmi dy da byk cte p0n tp dy xcrta in detailsla kn c0z dy mmg se0rg yg sgt mls ea..jgn mrh,dat's da fact 0ke.he3.kidding syg.when we 1st met, we wre like enemy sket la c0z dy nie se0rg yg sgt byk ckp+ckp agk lpas la msa 2 n aq plak msa 2 se0rg yg sgt snstf+lmah tp xlmbtla n kmi sgt xngam wak2 2tp alhmdllh after several years we became frens,we tried 2 get al0ng wit each 0ther n understand 0ne an0ther..n as da result,we've been frens 4 alm0st six years da skrang.h03..sgt lma la jgk.n i h0pe dat dis frenship will remain until when2 0ke.2 be h0nest,i wr0te b0ut u nie c0z aq sgt sgt sgt sgt rindu kt ag n i wanted 2 thanked u c0z sudi being my frens alth0ugh aq agk blur dlu,kini n slmanya.hu3.n i als0 h0pe dat we can study at da same place nnt c0z 3thun stu kls cm xckp j kn...daaaaaaa.

                                                         mire n her l0vely sis,k.aini
0ke,da pnt..let's take a break.:)

s0rRy..

i'm s0 s0rry..i really am s0rry if i'm hurting u all dis while.it was really n0t wat i meant t0 d0.i'm such a jerk..i'm a bullshit.it is juz dat i'm n0t ready 4 a seri0us relati0nship.alth0ugh we've been t0gether 4 alm0st a year n0w,i juz think dat i'm n0t being t0tally h0nest wit u..it juz make me sick when i think ab0ut all da wr0nged dat i hav d0ne t0wards u.why did u hav 2 bring up da subject t0night???why did u hav 2 asked dat questi0n??it's n0t dat i d0n't want 2 answer u,i juz d0n't hav da c0rrect answer.pls d0n't get me wr0ng.i've g0t n0 intenti0n 2 play wit ur heart..it's n0t dat i'm regret accepting u but i'm n0t like da 0thers.my heart keeps changing n dat's wat i hate da m0st b0ut myself.i'm n0t da LOYAL type 0f pers0n.i really h0pe u understand me.i'm s0 s0rry b'c0z i accepted u immediately with0ut letting u kn0w b0ut wh0 i really am.i was juz t0o xcited dat time until i f0rg0t t0 remind myself dat i'm n0t qualified 2 take care 0f s0me0ne's heart especially urs.i waited 4 u 4 alm0st 2 years n i even cried b'c0z i used t0 think dat i'm n0t ur dream girl.it was da 1st very time i cried 0ver a b0y n dat b0y is u.then,at the time u asked me..i was like very happy n i can't describe da feeling.dat's why i juz accepted u with0ut thinking any l0nger but kn0w i really am s0rry c0z i kn0w dat u've hurted a l0t by my acti0ns,my sillyness.i h0pe dat i can change int0 a better pers0n with ur help,0f c0s n i kn0w we can make dis 0ut t0gether.juz stay wit me.everyday u keep telling me dat u will l0ve me 4 da rest 0f ur life n h0pe dat we'll be t0gether in JANNAH.wat i can say n0w is i really h0pe dat ur prayers,0ur prayers will be answered 0ne day.if we really are meant 2 be t0gether,then we will n0 matter wat.

tirEdnEsS

alhamdulillah..all set.kenduris at b0th sides d0ne.alth0ugh bdan  sgt klthn,wit xckp td0 n everything but i'm very epy 4 my uncle n my aunt.1st 0f all,welkam 2 da fmily,kak.Izzah..00opsi,mak su Izzah.Pak su asked us 2 calll his wife mak su n then we were like laughing but 0nly in da silent m0de.ha4.and then,we kinda xplain 2 pak su why we cann0t call k.izzah mak su as she l0oks damn y0ung alth0ugh she is 27 n0w then pak su l0oks pissed 0ff by 0ur statement n asked,"0wh,paksu nuar nmpk tua lar ea?"ha4.we  were juz kidding paksu n we tried 2 cheered him up as we d0n't want da seri 0f da pengantin t0 flew away like dat,u kn0w.??

we went back 2 0ur h0met0wn in Ip0h 0n wednesday at 6:50 in da m0wning..g0sshh,4  s0me0ne like me,yg 4 da past brp bln dah yg after sbuh td0 blek n 0nly waking up after 10:00 a.m,it is like s0mething unusual+extra0rdinary oke!!!we juz went straight int0 da car,wit sleepy eyes n br0ught 0ur bantal bsuk wit us s0 dat we can c0ntinue 0ur j0urney 2 da dreamland.da reas0n we had 2 b'tlk awl is bc0z daddy g0t an urgent meeting dat m0wning in JPN n he's g0ing 2 meet da ketua  sekt0r n evrything.at ab0ut 7:45 we reached 0pah's h0use n daddy started kicking us 0ut c0z he's already late.later 0n,we c0ntinue 0ur sleep.then at ab0ut 12:00 0'cl0ck we heard s0me0ne sh0uting as if there is a gempa bumi 0r s0mething.0pah started screaming n babbling wat kind 0f ank dra ssleep until lunch h0ur ...0ur kind 0f c0s.ha3

all da tiredness started after 2:00 pm.we had 2 d0 da bunga telur,s0uveniers n everything larhh.i felt like w0rking fulltime in a fact0ry but 0f c0s with0ut payment lerr.dat's0ke,dat's 0ke..think b0ut da pahala dat u received,adik.adik is actually my nickname at h0me alth0ugh i have y0unger siblings.d0n't be jlez k.ha3..
n then da next day i had 2 make da bride's r0om.yeepy,dis is m0re i like it.unf0rtunately,their theme c0l0ur is purple.why n0t pink??ha3.g0ssh,sbuk j.mcm lar blik pngtn aq.d0ing da r0om is much m0re fun c0z n0 0ne b0ther me at dat time n i feel very very peace 0ke.d0ne.da blik pngntn is d0ne n it l0oks juz perfect alth0ugh i prefer pink kaler but still nice.

the next day plak,we  were bz prepraring 4 da bacaan yassin n tahlil.0pah said,eventh0ugh we were happy 4 pak su nuar's wedding we have 2 remember th0se wh0 had passed away including 0ur at0k.t0o sad dat at0k w0n't be with us 0n his s0n's wedding.al-fatihah utk at0k.but still life must g0 0n..0pah invited 0rg2 msjd n ank2 ytim..the h0use sgt packed tp still mknn byk xhbis s0 mlm 2 kmi mlantak sgt lar byk ea until pr0t nk mlt0p dah.

SATURDAY,17 MARCH 2012-here c0mes da big day 4 paksu nuar.i d0n't kn0w why he l0oks s0 calm as if there is n0thing g0ing 0n.0ke,mmg larhh tnangkn.it is juz kndri,n0t da akd nkah p0n.by da way,during da akd nkah,paksu dgn skali lafaz j sah mnjdsuami kpd puteri sulung ustaz pahim,kak izzah.ha4.0ver la plak.
0ke then,the kenduri went very well n sm00thly..alth0ugh,at times we a little bit klam kbut sket.hell0,mna xklam kbut.tbe2 ad VVIP mncl at da wedding 0ke.he started shaking hands wit every0ne including me.0h my G0d,he's a man 0ke.it all happens in a splash,u kn0w.then,my m0m said dat her br0ther in-law,Dat0 Fatmi wh0 is setiausaha sulit Dat0'Najib invited several 0f his frens 2 c0me 2 paksu nuar's wedding.luckily,we had extra special g0ody bags 4 da VVIP.
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p/s:c0ngratulati0ns 2 b0th 0f da brides.h0pefully u guys will last 4 eva until ank cucu.n make sure dpt babies yg cutey2 0ke.:)