s0rRy..

i'm s0 s0rry..i really am s0rry if i'm hurting u all dis while.it was really n0t wat i meant t0 d0.i'm such a jerk..i'm a bullshit.it is juz dat i'm n0t ready 4 a seri0us relati0nship.alth0ugh we've been t0gether 4 alm0st a year n0w,i juz think dat i'm n0t being t0tally h0nest wit u..it juz make me sick when i think ab0ut all da wr0nged dat i hav d0ne t0wards u.why did u hav 2 bring up da subject t0night???why did u hav 2 asked dat questi0n??it's n0t dat i d0n't want 2 answer u,i juz d0n't hav da c0rrect answer.pls d0n't get me wr0ng.i've g0t n0 intenti0n 2 play wit ur heart..it's n0t dat i'm regret accepting u but i'm n0t like da 0thers.my heart keeps changing n dat's wat i hate da m0st b0ut myself.i'm n0t da LOYAL type 0f pers0n.i really h0pe u understand me.i'm s0 s0rry b'c0z i accepted u immediately with0ut letting u kn0w b0ut wh0 i really am.i was juz t0o xcited dat time until i f0rg0t t0 remind myself dat i'm n0t qualified 2 take care 0f s0me0ne's heart especially urs.i waited 4 u 4 alm0st 2 years n i even cried b'c0z i used t0 think dat i'm n0t ur dream girl.it was da 1st very time i cried 0ver a b0y n dat b0y is u.then,at the time u asked me..i was like very happy n i can't describe da feeling.dat's why i juz accepted u with0ut thinking any l0nger but kn0w i really am s0rry c0z i kn0w dat u've hurted a l0t by my acti0ns,my sillyness.i h0pe dat i can change int0 a better pers0n with ur help,0f c0s n i kn0w we can make dis 0ut t0gether.juz stay wit me.everyday u keep telling me dat u will l0ve me 4 da rest 0f ur life n h0pe dat we'll be t0gether in JANNAH.wat i can say n0w is i really h0pe dat ur prayers,0ur prayers will be answered 0ne day.if we really are meant 2 be t0gether,then we will n0 matter wat.