tHe h0pEs

ini tidak adil,tidak adil bagiku..hu3.huhhh,,sgt tdak adil la.why me t'plh t0k PLKN.???since f0m4,u kn0w, i prayed"ya ALLAH,pls,pls,pls d0n't make me g0 there but apparently ALLAH is testing me.he3..bjet cm bsar sgt j dugaan kn.pdhal u juz have 2 thr0w urself dkt kem 2.wat s0 biggy kn??but da pr0b is i've never been away fr0m my family.0ke,maybe pnh la b'jauhan ngn fmily but still,n0t m0re than a weekla.if m0re than a week p0n,msa i'm staying in da h0stel dlu..e2 p0n,my m0ther is teaching at da same skul n i can meet her anytime..dammn it,i'm s0unded like a little baby crying 0ver her m0ther..gh0sh,be m0re matured,adikk..!!n0,but i really can't.i'm juz da same 0ld typical me..luckilyla,matrix ms0k uj0ng bln 5 n i really,reallly,reallly h0pe dat i can get a place at matrix g0peng..hehuwww..c0z my fav is studying at da same place n he's g0ing 2 be 0ur fasi nnt..0wh,i juz can't wait..he3.0ke,da sgt gtai...he said kn,during da 0rientati0n,he will n0t be flirting wit 0ther girls n he will be my b0dyguard in case ad 0rg try 2 disturb me.0h ya Allah,msa 2 kn rsa mcm 0ke,jntg t'hnti sbntr..huu3.0ke,da t'sgt sgt sgt gtai da nie..dat's en0ugh,adikk.en0ugh wit dis gdik thingy.he3.nway,i can't blame any0ne if i'm ch0sen 4 dis PLKN kn.0ne thing dat i learn is dat we d0n't usually get everything dat we h0pe 4 s0 juz leave it 2 ALLAH c0z HE kn0ws wat's best rite.maybe there's a blessing behind all dis dat might bring s0mthng g0od at the end..s0 juz keep ur faith in HIM.HE'll surely help u...:)